Listening to: Jay Chou - The Secret I cannot say
Mood: tired and annoyed

I'm feeling so frustrated with all the work that I have to do for tomorrow and friday. I'm lacking sleep and my head just kills right now. I'm really tired and I can't do anything properly at the moment. I just need sleep and less caffeine products to keep awake. I hate the end of year projects because they pile up. o_O;; I just want to scream all my stress away. I feel like I need a way to vent out all this crap I'm going through. -____-;;

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Listening to : 098 - Don't be Afraid ~Movie Version~
Mood: Stressed + Insane

I think might be is an understatement!! I feel the pressure upon me already. I think the way I handle stress is getting worst and I'm getting panic attacks for the last few weeks. It's coming to the end of the semester of second year but I feel like I cannot handle it anymore. I wonder will I go insane before it's done. I have to get my projects all straightened out to be done but working 2 days a week and having school for 4 days is starting to take a toll on my brain since I get between 1-4 hours of sleep some days to get my projects done. I think I'm not cut out for doing electronic art.... @_@;; Since that is my major concern and stress creator. AHhhhh~ I need chocolate or pocky to calm my craziness. I've been drinking too much coffee that my stomach can't even take it anymore. I can't digest the coffee anymore. T_T I need my caffeine intake daily!! =(

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Mood: lazy
Listening to: Dreams Come True - Kimi ni Shika Kikoenai
watching: Yamada Taro Jp drama

Seriously I need to get into a better habit of posting in my blog. I should have updated last week during my reading week. =X Procrastination gets you no where. LOL

During last week I mostly watched movies and did my video project. =X
I found there's so many awesome movies to watch~ I watched a lot of movies last week. @_@;; To name a few: Kimi ni Shika Kikoenai, Hinokio, Kisaragi, Prince of Tennis, Sono Toki wa Kare ni Yoroshiku, Nada Sousou, Tegami, Virgin Snow, Shindo... just to name a few. They were surprisingly all JAPANESE movies... o_O;; A few movies were not as good as I thought.... well... Virgin Snow and Honey and Clover. Virgin Snow was better than Honey and Clover. I just couldn't make myself watch that movie. @_@;; I was very interested in the drama though. =\ The rest were really good and some were better than I expected like Kisaragi.

I got my cousin to watch Secret. XD Since I want her to teach me to play the songs. LOL Luckily she liked hte movie and started to learn to play the song or else I wouldn't have the chance to learn to play the songs on the piano. XD

I updated my gallery~ =)

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I'm pretty bored... Just about to hit the sack because I'm tired out already. @_@;; New Years passed and nothing much happened. @_@;; well time to sleep and I uploaded some songs to share... they're old songs. XD

(korean)YG Family - Fly Gentlemen
http://www.mediafire.com/?8mdlt0bmltg
(korean)Perry feat Gdragon - Gdragon
http://www.mediafire.com/?3n0ryhmbmmp
(korean)Cool - If we were to get married
http://www.mediafire.com/?2jxfgmmmrv5
(Japanese)Flame - Remind
http://www.mediafire.com/?8dxfzdwemwx

=)

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Listening to: Finger Eleven - I'll keep your memory vague
Mood: bored

It's now time to blog about all that I wanted to write while nutang was down. It's strange that I hardly blog but when I do want to blog that nutang was down.

School has been finished since around the time that nutang went down. At first I was like why is nutang hating on me and not up. I remember wanting to rant about wanting to return to the past because I was miss all my friends that I lost touch with and all the happiness that was from a few years earlier. I was naive before too and loved a guy for 3 long years but got rejected in the end. When I think about it now, I still don't know what love is. I used to believe it was love but it probably wasn't. I saw that guy a week ago and I felt so embarrassed that I was a dork and loved him so much in the past. I would have changed myself completely for him, but when I think of it now, I feel so stupid. I didn't look his way or anything since he reminds me of my stupid ways. The bus ride to the subway was the longest ride of my lifeeee!! He also rode in the same subway train as me. =( I could see him in the reflection in the glass. =__=;;

There was the giant snow storm with 30 cm of snow in the 24 hour period. @_@;; We broke our record for December which was 28 cm that was 60 years ago... I think it was 60 years ago... =\ I was so tired from shoveling. December has been very tiring since the snow fall and my work days increased.

At least it's almost Christmas time. =)

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Listening to: Lyn - ...사랑했잖아... (We Were In Love)
Mood: Lazy

I updated my gallery. =) Don't steal my stuff though. =P

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