Listening to: Wang Lee Hom - Xin Tiao
Mood: Annoyed

Nothing ever seems to go well for me. I think bad luck sticks to me like glue. In less than half a year I've already gone through 2 mp3 players!!! T_T I think I should just get a cheap mp3 player with my luck. I want to cry since I saw a car run over my mp3 player because I was rushing to catch the bus that did not stop. T_T My mp3 player flew out of my pocket as I was running and trying to get my metro pass out of my pocket. T_T The car shouldn't have run it over but it was for some reason REALLY close to the pedestrian walkway so it ran over my mp3 player... Argh~ When I do go things I lose my mp3 player... when I'm trying catch the bus but the bus driver is an ass that sees me running and still leaves... I break my mp3 player.... my life is curseeeeeed!!

The only good news is my revenue is $6.733... which will eventually be enough to cover the cost of a mp3 player.... XD I probably should make use of boxing day and find a new mp3 player but there is probably not a car running over it proof mp3 player... @_@;; I wonder should I get a Cowon D2.... I've seen only good reviews for it. I should find some recommendations... @_@;;

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I'm tired and cranky! My adobe video files take soooo long to render. My computer is toooooo slow. I need to upgrade it but the crappy economic times make it harder. When tuition cost you over 8,000 for fall and winter... you can't afford anything after that!! TT_TT For Christmas, I already get nothing and I'm fine with it since it's not like I'd die if I don't get a present. I'm fine with a card or a candy cane. =) A present would be nice but I don't get hung up on not receiving anything. My family tends to give out money. LOL maybe I'll use that money to upgrade my compy. =)
For now I guess I have to wait... and scream like crazy when it crashes... T_T it crashed 3 times while I was working on the sound and the first 2 times I did not save for a long time so I had to start over again. T_T I hate the technology that enables us to do so much and breaks down when you need it to work!!!

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I hate Mondays especially if the weather is crappy!! We had rain and hail today. I got crushed by massive amounts of high school students then came out to get hit by hail and almost run over by cars. Then I get drenched in rain because the hail turned into rain and it was heavy rain. I'm so tired yet I'm not done planning what to do for my project due in December. UGH~ I think I want to go insane soon!! I think I should change my major.

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Why is it always me vs time when it comes to life. I can't beat time. *kicks the clock* I wish there was a way to stop time!! I'm always competing with time to try to finish my projects. It turns me into a crazy lady by the end of it. I usually barely beat time and finish my projects but I have been sick for 3 long weeks and is struggling to survive.

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It's coming to the end of day one. T_T I'm currently doing JUICE FASTING. T_T It's suppose to help my health, but right now I don't see it. lol
I have soooo much food around the house that I want to eat. T_T I have no will power. T_T The pile of chocolate I got recently is calling out my name. T_T I have to keep busy to stop myself from wanting to eat.

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Sometimes I feel like I don't exist. I feel so empty and out of place. I just want to scream and cry for no reason.

I feel like I can't cope with the society right now and I just want to hide... Is that normal? I guess I'm getting Hikkomori Syndrome... If I didn't have to go to school or work then I'd never go out unless I buy stuff for school.

I feel like a shadow of what I was a few years ago....

I used to be so happy and full of life but I feel like my social connections getting smaller and smaller, while everyone around me, their social connections expand more and more. I feel like I don't belong anywhere anymore.

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