Sometimes I feel like I don't exist. I feel so empty and out of place. I just want to scream and cry for no reason.

I feel like I can't cope with the society right now and I just want to hide... Is that normal? I guess I'm getting Hikkomori Syndrome... If I didn't have to go to school or work then I'd never go out unless I buy stuff for school.

I feel like a shadow of what I was a few years ago....

I used to be so happy and full of life but I feel like my social connections getting smaller and smaller, while everyone around me, their social connections expand more and more. I feel like I don't belong anywhere anymore.

Nooo, don't be a hikkomori!

I think I understand what you're talking about, it seems for me that it comes from getting annoyed with people and not wanting to deal with the stress they cause. I snip them out of my social circle, but every time I try to add someone new, someone else bothers me, and my circle eventually shrinks.

It's even worse when you are shy or so. My bf doesn't really have any friends, and I feel bad for him.
» ikimashokie on 2008-10-13 06:29:45

Hikkomori Syndrome? Never heard of it. I should google it up.

I have a new friend who seem to get along with all my classmates but I don't. I always get that feeling that those people doesn't really like me very much.
» Nuttz on 2008-10-14 07:13:39

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OMG I totally forgot how addictive chocolates are! Sorry!!!

My mother doesn't curse a lot, just me, my brother, my aunt and my uncle. Even my dad doesn't curse...
» Nuttz on 2008-10-14 07:16:01

I have a weakness for chocolates too. My fridge is full of expired chocolates... dark chocolates, my favourite... my uncle buys them but forgets to eat them so I ifinish them up for him XD

I don't really go out nowadays either, it is harder to get around without a car and living in a place which needs cars to get around.
» Nuttz on 2008-10-15 02:07:02

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